My body is just so weak. bleh. like the accident wasn’t even THAT bad, but my body ache still hasn’t gone away, things just got worse :/ but Its okay. I took all day saturday and sunday off, and away… I stayed at my cousin and sister in laws house for the weekend and let them pamper me to no end. And it felt good to lay around and talk, watch bball and eat and just be away from the busy city (they live like 45 mins away, in like a ranch/country side area). Its all just acres and acres of ranch and mountains, horses, farms, and ya…pretty nice. I tried hard not to think about upsetting things, but that didn’t work out too well. I think because I was already in a bad mood, and then the accident…every little thing really pissed me off, and it was just….blaaaahhhhh.
But I liked spending the 2 days with them, it was a nice distraction. My cousin, the tough tough guy he his, can’t handle when his “baby cousin” is upset, so he just goes all out. Makes you wanna be sick and upset more often lol. He tried so hard to distract me…shopping, going out to eat, silly jokes, basketball game, movies… loll. Sigh. But not just him, all of the boys….i guess they got scared because i’ve gotten into a scary accident before, and they know i still get nightmares and stuff, PLUS my parents aren’t here :/ But it was entertaining to see my tough guys fuss.
when coming back home (to more cousins, cuz I live with cousins too), I was thinking I wanted butter chicken. I didn’t say anything to anyone….but guess what I came home to? Butter chicken cooking on the stove. Ya. Thats the power of family.
Now I’m gonna turn my phone off, study a lil, pray, eat, take some meds, and hit the bed. Don’t wanna talk to anyone, but I guess I will tumble, tumblr is addictive.
Happy rest of sunday to everyone!